Her anger filled the room.
It was approaching noon
But the windowless walls
Made our minutes there
Timeless.
We sat on overturned buckets
Munching on the snacks that
Comprised their livelihood.
Food they would sell on the street
Earning thirty dollars a week,
Yet offering it with generosity.
We held up the ends in our minds
Trying to understand how
And if they meet.
We asked and listened,
Reeking of privilege and comfort,
Petting sniffing pups,
Tuning out a blaring TV,
Overwhelmed by kindness and open arms,
Shameful for ever wanting more than we need.
Marisol had stood silently in the corner
As her mom shared the details of their lives:
Their early mornings and long days,
The happiness that enfolds them
As they were never forced to part,
Remembering those who had not been so lucky.
Breaking a lull in the conversation, we ask
“What do you want others to know?
What should we share
With people at home?”
Suddenly, her stillness broke
And Marisol leapt to life,
Finding our gazes as she spoke,
Meeting them with firm eyes,
A perceptible rage animated her limbs as
She implored us to spread this simple message:
“We do not wish to leave our families behind,
We do not love your country more than
each other.
Our fathers do not die in the desert for
your dream
And we don’t miss them with our
entire beings
For the land of opportunity.
We don’t yearn to be hated and scorned,
To be called illegal and unwanted.
We don’t even know how to loath a people so fully,
And we wouldn’t abandon all we know,
Leaving our families broken and torn
So that our bootstraps can lift us into
your prosperity.
These are decisions made for survival,
Plans hatched out of necessity and pain.
Tell them we cross because we have to
Tell them they would do the same."
*Written by Julie Duncan



